i dont have time to finish ehat i was initially gonna say

So this thing i have here is like my diary. It's a diary to the world even though i know no one is reading it. Im sorry world. this is embarassing. i dont want you all to know whats going on in my life or to feel sorry for me or to have the world's attention but i just want someone to know. that im here. and i need help sometimes. and im not just here to help you.